Today has been decent, the scale was kind lost I .6.. I've had hamburger 3days in a row now so i've come to believe my body dislikes caramelized onions and not beef like i had originally thought.
It's been hectic around here, finally got the keys to the place downstairs after waiting months..but since it had taken so long and the bf was debating not moving at all i didn't get much packing done and by that i mean i got nothing done >.<.. so been trying to figure that all out while move at the same time..The stairs have been killer. Moving from an upstairs suite to a main floor one has been hard on me. im scared that my body may think its exercise and go into starvation mode only time will tell..
ive been craving a burger like crazy lately but not any burger..a hawiian burger ive never had one before but all of a sudden im dying to have one..if i can stay outta the city this weekend then i cannot give into the temptation. though a trip to the city would be nice..im wanting to get vanilla flavored stevia.
i missed my doctors appt as well today, and that one was very important was to get my anxiety meds refilled so this next week is gonna be tough..hopefully i can pull through it with no problem. Am scared though which triggers everything.
Ive been thinking alot about my daughter lately, after 5 years i think im ready to get in touch..or i thought i was until i made the call to set the wheels in motion..in retrospect it may have not been a great idea to take on no meds, moving and emotional roller coaster all in the same week :(
but seems as im tired im gonna sign off for the night, ill try to find time tomorrow to update but no promises
signing off
Jenn
P.S. I've been having the craziest dreams lately
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